Post by Misha LeCavalier on Nov 4, 2016 18:52:36 GMT -5
To: Meesh_LeCav@gmail.com
From: Ethan_LeCav@gmail.com
Date: November 4th, 2016
Good evening Misha. When you get this email, I hope that you are well. I would have loved nothing more to call you and hear you voice; however, I’m in South Africa at the moment. A promoter flew me out here to have a couple of tag team matches over the weekend. The hotel that he put me in is serviceable. But, the telecommunication lines here aren’t as stable at all. I was able to call your mother for about three minutes, but that was it. So, if you are wondering why I’m sending you an email, that is why.
I know you and I haven’t spoken for a couple of weeks. That is completely my fault; and for that, I’m truly sorry. I’ve been terribly business; but that is no excuse. I should have called to check in with you.
Catalina in formed me a bit about what’s been going on in your life. She told me and the UK Cup, your loss at Rise to the Throne, and how your spirits had been low for a while. She also told me about how your friend, had been helping you out. I believe her name is Kara? Is that right? I think so.
She also told me that you two have become extremely close. This is wonderful news. I’m proud of you. And, I look forward to meeting her soon. If you are free, perhaps you could invite her over for Thanksgiving? But, we can talk more about that later.
...Dear, I know taking these types of losses are tough. And, I know how hard you view yourself, and your placement in this industry. I imagine that’s why you are pushing so strongly in In Your House Wrestling Federation and Shooting Star Wrestling Alliance. And, that’s likely why you’ve also joined Code Red Wrestling, isn’t?
How did I know? Well, you know I have my informants, haha. And, I’m aware that the news is still hush-hush; therefore I won’t tell a sole.
Misha, I’m going to lie—I’m a bit concerned about you. I know that you are a woman on mission. I know that you think you’ve got something to prove. And because of that, no one is going to be able to stand in your way. You are going to jungle these three promotions, and give them each one hundred and twenty percent.
Just...look, I don’t want what happened in Adica PRO creeping back up on you...not again.
So, I urge you…please don’t over exert yourself. If you need a night off, then take one. If you need to rest, then take rest. Or, if you need to skip an evening of training and spend time with Kara, then do that.
Just don’t become over consumed is all I’m trying to say. I know wrestling is your life, but don’t let it eat you alive.
...Do you remember back you first met with your psychologist? My God, you hated her at first. You didn’t want to hear a word that she said. However, you followed her instructions, even down to keeping that journal.
Hell, you still keep a journal to this day, albeit video.
Anyway, what you don’t know is that your psychologist also gave me homework as well. While you were logging your recovery, I was tasked with logging mine as well. I’m sure you never knew that said journal entries existed until this every moment…
Dearest, I’m not sure why...but something in my heart is telling me to share them with you. At very least, they will help give you some perspective on matters going forward. The compilation will be attached below.
Misha, above all else, please remember this—I love you. And, I also know that a wrestlers worth in more than just gold. You are aware of that fact as well, aren’t you love?
...Anyway, as I just said, I love you. And, I shall call you as soon as I can.
SinsOfOurFathers.pdf
From: Ethan_LeCav@gmail.com
Date: November 4th, 2016
Good evening Misha. When you get this email, I hope that you are well. I would have loved nothing more to call you and hear you voice; however, I’m in South Africa at the moment. A promoter flew me out here to have a couple of tag team matches over the weekend. The hotel that he put me in is serviceable. But, the telecommunication lines here aren’t as stable at all. I was able to call your mother for about three minutes, but that was it. So, if you are wondering why I’m sending you an email, that is why.
I know you and I haven’t spoken for a couple of weeks. That is completely my fault; and for that, I’m truly sorry. I’ve been terribly business; but that is no excuse. I should have called to check in with you.
Catalina in formed me a bit about what’s been going on in your life. She told me and the UK Cup, your loss at Rise to the Throne, and how your spirits had been low for a while. She also told me about how your friend, had been helping you out. I believe her name is Kara? Is that right? I think so.
She also told me that you two have become extremely close. This is wonderful news. I’m proud of you. And, I look forward to meeting her soon. If you are free, perhaps you could invite her over for Thanksgiving? But, we can talk more about that later.
...Dear, I know taking these types of losses are tough. And, I know how hard you view yourself, and your placement in this industry. I imagine that’s why you are pushing so strongly in In Your House Wrestling Federation and Shooting Star Wrestling Alliance. And, that’s likely why you’ve also joined Code Red Wrestling, isn’t?
How did I know? Well, you know I have my informants, haha. And, I’m aware that the news is still hush-hush; therefore I won’t tell a sole.
Misha, I’m going to lie—I’m a bit concerned about you. I know that you are a woman on mission. I know that you think you’ve got something to prove. And because of that, no one is going to be able to stand in your way. You are going to jungle these three promotions, and give them each one hundred and twenty percent.
Just...look, I don’t want what happened in Adica PRO creeping back up on you...not again.
So, I urge you…please don’t over exert yourself. If you need a night off, then take one. If you need to rest, then take rest. Or, if you need to skip an evening of training and spend time with Kara, then do that.
Just don’t become over consumed is all I’m trying to say. I know wrestling is your life, but don’t let it eat you alive.
...Do you remember back you first met with your psychologist? My God, you hated her at first. You didn’t want to hear a word that she said. However, you followed her instructions, even down to keeping that journal.
Hell, you still keep a journal to this day, albeit video.
Anyway, what you don’t know is that your psychologist also gave me homework as well. While you were logging your recovery, I was tasked with logging mine as well. I’m sure you never knew that said journal entries existed until this every moment…
Dearest, I’m not sure why...but something in my heart is telling me to share them with you. At very least, they will help give you some perspective on matters going forward. The compilation will be attached below.
Misha, above all else, please remember this—I love you. And, I also know that a wrestlers worth in more than just gold. You are aware of that fact as well, aren’t you love?
...Anyway, as I just said, I love you. And, I shall call you as soon as I can.
—E. LeCav
SinsOfOurFathers.pdf